Yesterday (sunday) was a 'bad day' - there will be good and bad on this journey and yesterday just wasn't the best. I went in for CD13 ultrasound and there wasn't anything of significance except for a large cyst leftover from last cycle. The nurse looked at me perplexed and said 'you're a tough one - how are we going to make you produce eggs and ovulate?'. Her guess is as good as mine.
What now? Start over. Another 10-day dose of provera and then back to the drawing board.
There are many difficult things about this whole thing but the worst is sending my husband the same text after every cycle: nothing yet. start over. We're doing such a good job of staying positive and trying to see the silver lining in everything but it's getting tougher.
I also realized that we're in our 20th month of trying for our first babe. 20 months... that sounds like such a long time, right?
Summer is winding down but I am looking forward to all things fall; The fair, chai tea lattes, leaves changing and football.
Have a great day everyone - A.
Schedule of Cycle 9
CD4: Ultrasound
CD5-9: Femara 5mg
CD13: Ultrasound
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